August 19th, 2007

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Posted by aether at 05:44 PM | Wathachink?

August 5th, 2005

unlike any other

i met him last sem in our theology class. we were short of 1 member in our group, and having heard from our lecturer that a pre-divinity student is expected during the next meeting, we immediately volunteered him to be a groupmate. it's theology class, after all, and he would be a great asset. heehee.

i thought he's a rocker the first time i saw him. longish hair with uneven bangs, shirt and long shorts... he won't be out of place in a rock concert. imagine my surprise when i found out he was the future priest we were expecting. lol.

we've never really been close as i'm not the type to warm up right away to someone i just met, but we were able to share opinions and thoughts on different things. i was curious bout his country, and he was more than happy to share whatever he can.

he's an intellectual and a critic, able to analyze issues and not accept them at face value. he's also caring and really sweet. he would give us cookies and chocolates, and he invited us a couple of times to his place so he could cook for us, because... well, just because (i have a shrewd idea why but that would be creating gossip. wahihihi) he was so cool, he seems to know about anything. and yet i recently found out he was not as composed as he seemed to be back then. he confessed through email that at first he was afraid of being alienated and of being different from us.

he also wants to pursue the same profession i want to. after his last year here (this year), he would go back to his country and teach there. and God only knows when I'll see him again. 

i was finally able to thank him last night for his heartfelt msgs to our group. i was 3 months late, but hey, better late than never, right? a few months from now we'll be separated forever... i just wish i had more time to get to know him better....

Currently listening to: You Don't Know Me - Jann Arden
Currently reading: Unbearable Lightness of Being/Harry Potter
Currently feeling: thoughtful
Posted by aether at 10:46 AM as a favorite post | Wathachink?

August 1st, 2005

new blog

hi guys!

 been a while! am back, and i also have a new blog: http://dandylicious.blogspot.com . il still update my tabulas every now and then (pag sinipag :D)

Currently feeling: sick
Posted by aether at 11:01 PM | Wathachink?

October 30th, 2004

paghingi ng tawad

sa isang taong nasaktan ko ng sobra, na naapektuhan pati pakikitungo at pagtingin niya sa buhay, humihingi ako ng tawad. nagpadala ako sa kahinaan ko. sa huling pag-uusap namin, doon ko napatunayan na hindi ko mabalik sa kung ano kami dati. hindi ko naisip na maaapektuhan ko siya nang ganoon. kahit ilang beses ko pang subukan siguro na ibalik ang dati, kahit anong pagpilit ko na hindi siya maging maingat pag kausap ako, maging sa pakikitungo sa akin, hindi na marahil magbabago kung ano na siya ngayon sa akin. pasensya na kung akala ko na laro lang sa yo ang lahat. pasensya na at sa isang bagay lamang nag-iba paningin ko sa yo, at naiwan kitang kumakapa sa dilim para alamin kung ano ba ang nagawa mong mali. pero hindi na magbabago ang pagtingin ko sa nangyari, at alam kong hindi man maibalik ang dati, susubukan ko pa ring bumalik ang sigla mo sa pagtingin sa mundo. salamat.
Currently listening to: across the universe
Currently reading: sophie's world
Currently feeling: nothing
Posted by aether at 09:19 PM | 1 Commented

October 21st, 2004

nothing's gonna change my world

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe

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